Assalamualaikum...



I haven't been blogging for quite sometime already. The most tht i can do here is to paste all the forwarded articles tht i think is beneficial for my guidance in surviving in this world.

Well, i miss to make the wish in my blog, Happy New 1429H Year... this is more meaningful to wish than wishing the others around me Happy New Year 2008!

Nway, who knows what Allah has planned for us... I thought tht i will be using a lot of money in February, when my 3rd baby is due. But, now i'm blogging using wireless connection in my 2nd son's ward... have been spending 2 nights here already.

I wish i can d/load the picture of Imran... who suffered a very critical allergic reaction... which i guess towards the food tht he ate on last Sat. But all the pix are taken with my hf... and i don't have the suitable software to d/load it. Arrghhh...!

But looking at how he suffers, really touched me. Is it all my fault?? I never expect it coming... besides my kids and my family has never had any history of allergy reaction towards any food or medicine before.

I'm tired... after 3 sleepless nights, with Imran wailing... and i'm catching a fever myself... suddenly i feel so chill and cold, can't even move to go to the bathroom... I'm wearing double layer of tshirts and another layer of thick cottonwool sweater, wrapped with the hosp's blanket, and my hubby topped his sarung on me. Fuhh... i was hiding from the chill under 5 layers of clothes!!

** when i woke up the next morning, i noticed tht my nose actually bled lst nite!! it was really a cold nite for me!!**